I'm lacking focus.

WHAT THE FUCK!!!

I find it so hard to focus in school now, it's ridiculous. Spring break, get here a little faster.

Youth Day, 2010

JESUS.

(JESUS.)

JESUS.

(JESUS.)

OOOOOHHHHH!

Whadup. Youth Day was the bomb. Spent all day with Justin & Graham & Ashley (: So I thought we had to be there at around 545 AM. ANNNNNNK. Wrong. I set my alarm at 430 AM. I missed it. But I woke up 5 minutes later. Then I thought, oh whatever, I could sleep for 5 more minutes. You know what, I should never listen to myself when I do that. I always think it's okay to do that but then next thing you know, I wake up an hour later! I thought I was almost late! So I wake up at 5fucking30 & i'm like SHITFUCKASKJEH. Since I showered the night before, I didn't have to worry, but I obviously didn't have time to curl my hair. & then once I got to St. Dom's, I realized I freaked out over NOTHING. You know why? I was the first person there. At fucking 550 AM. What the fuck. Hahaha. I could've gotten ready & dressed better. What fucking ever.

We got super cool SDYM shirts though. Purple w. four sunglasses & on the bottom, it says "WWJS?" What Would Jesus See?

Graham + Cup of Jell-O = 2Girls1Cup remake. S'all I gotta say. K, bye (:

SCHOOL'S CRAZY.

I need to learn how to managae my time a lot better. I'm getting so tired lately, & it's cause I don't manage my time very wisely.

Speaking of time... I've learned not to waste any second. During yesterday's praise music at mass, Steve Angrisano helped most of us realize that your life here on earth has to be taken seriously. His story about the Columbine shooting hit me, & it made me realize that most things you may bicker about or people you make fun of, the things you say won't matter anyways. & when things are said about you, well you know what? Fuck it. It shouldn't matter at all, because you're bigger than all of it. I'm excited for Youth Day now (:

My life's been infested with rehearsals everyday, fashion show meetings, & soooon, the Big Bear retreat. I haven't even started packing yet. Omfg.

WOW WTF I SAW A GLEE COMMERCIAL, & MR. SCHUESTER KISSES EMMMMMMMMA! Damn, spoiler much :/ I'm not even finished watchin' season 1 & season 2 comes out in April. Fuck!

Anyway, I need to start packing tomorrow, because I go bye bye at around 430 on friday. I don't know if i even have time for anything hahaha. Shit! Life is good though.


#TEAMANDREWGARCIA, #TEAMTIMURBAN, #TEAMDONALDWEBBER, & #TEAMTODRICKHALL !! My favorite men of American Idol.

February was my favorite month, & march is my busiest.

Damn you, march! You're always a busy month for me.


I woke up early as fuck at the crack of dawn this morning just to go to Capistrano. I kinda didn't want to though, because I was so exhausted from rehearsals yesterday. Yes, I know. Saturday rehearsals. Laaaaame. S'all good though. It was fun -- my legs are pretty sore though! Hahaha. Anyway, my stomach hurts at the moment. I miss having time for blogging. Gr. ): ASJdkhaslfjkhasf, i don't know what I feel like writing right now .. i'm watching the Oscar's thing for the red carpet, & it makes me wanna go back to when I watched Percy Jackson & the Lightning Thief with my girls. Thinkin about taking a nice walk on Hollywood on a beautiful day just makes me soooooo happpy. Watching all of the beautiful actresses wearing their dresses reminded me I still have to go find a dress later! For the debut! I think i'll go to the mall in a bit, go to Jessssica McClintockkksreihser or something. Because ate mariel's debut is on the 20th & i don't think i have time this weekend or next week to go buy a dress because I have the retreat! ): It's okay i went online shopping & i picked out my dress. Just gotta go buy it now, haha. aljwsdhfasjkdghaljwhrawiuehskdgnsdf, raaaaandom. Miley Cyrus' hair is pretty tonight, i like the updo. I wannaa be an actress, or a singer, or something. I wanna be famous one day. But my parents would rather have me be a damn doctor. "/ pffff, i really don't know. Fame looks great. But as long as i'm happy with what my future will be, then i'll be fine. hahaha, what the fuck am i even saying. i neeeda get off now. bye(:

A blog dedicated to my nanang.

Haha, welllll. It's March 7, 2010. I'd just like to say Happy Birthday to my bestestestestestest grandmother in the entire world. Felicitas Acena. She was a great woman, & i'm sure she's carrying on that same legacy up in heaven. Today is her death anniversary, too. Pretty amazing birthday gift from God to go up to heaven on your birthday, huh? Shoot, my grandmama was lucky. I wish she was still here to see me grow up into a grown lady that she was probably here to seee. She came into the states knowing she'd be here to take care of her newborn granddaughter, hopefully staying long enough to be with her til she became a lady. Unfortunately, she passed away when I was barely 10, but I know there were memories we both shared that reassured her I was gonna grow up the way she expected. I miss you so much, nanang. I do wish you were still here with us. We all miss you. We all want you back. But now, all we gotta do is hope & pray we make it into heaven to be with you again. Just wait for us, we're all gonna be there sooon (: I wish I could go to the Philippines with everyone this year and visit your grave. I haven't been back in forever, & i feel at home when i'm there. Except nanang, I don't know how you dealt with all of the mosquitos. I attract them so much, it's annoying. Hahah, so I just wanted to say again, happy birthday, & I'll see you soooon ma(:

I LOVE THEATER&CHOIR.

I don't think I've ever really been so passionate or excited for something until now. I mean, those classes are like my place to relax. My place where I could pretty much just forget everything & focus on music. I love entertaining. I've never been so excited to say this about any class before until now. Ahhh (:



Fin.

February has got to be my lucky month.

Sheeesh, I haven't been updating in a long time. I guess it's cause I've been really busy. But I sooo promise you blogspot, i haven't betrayed you! You've been with me since the dawn of time. SIKE ! Just kidding, but I still really don't understand Tumblr :/

So on to the exciting news.

Exactly a week ago, February 11, 2010, I was able to go to the Percy Jackson Premiere @ Hollywood&Highland. It was an awesome movie, & it was special because we (Ashlee, Rachel, Racquel, Wendy, Lina, & a whole bunch of us ladies) got to meet Logan Lerman (who is a TOTAL STUD) Brandon T. Jackson, & that girl whose name I totally do not remember. But she was really pretty though (: & we also met this super cuuute guy that works in Hollywood at a smoothie store called "D'lush." His name is Chris Radd. Super cute but we all think he's gay. Which is pretty much true. Haha. S'all good. THANKS KIIS FM, for giving me this amazing opportunity that's pretty much a once in a life time shindig. The girls & i are planning on doing this whole Hollywood thing again, but this time, with the new Alice in Wonderland movie. March 5, wsuuuuh? (:

I didn't get to spend Valentine's day with the person I wanted to, unfortunately, but a very special boy was kind enough to ask me to be his Valentine in the cutest way ever (: Thanks Jonathan :D He made my weeeek !

A couple of weeks ago, I also auditioned for our school musical. CHICAGO. I'm so excited for that, because though I didn't get the part I wanted (along with everyone else) I was still able to get a lead (: Ms. June, Cell Block Tango baby! It's a pretty amazing part, considering it is my first musical. I'm soooooo damn excited for it. It's gonna be huge. & I definitely mean huge.

We also recently got our first semester grades, & I'm still on the dean's list! Preeeettty prettty prettty exciting.

I must say, I feel like I'm on a roll here (:

I wish I was a little bit taller

I wish I was a baller

Mmmmm, semester break is tres ennuyeux (french for VERY BORING! & yup, I most likely failed my french final.) But it's good that I've been catching up with an assload of sleep I've been deprived of for so long. I was supposed to go out jogging today, but the weather man lied saying it was gonna rain when it didn't -__-"

Rachel Turner does nothing but point out the obvious. "You are short! Especially when you wear flats!" Ahh, fuck you thanks -__-" LOL, s'all good. I love her though. I plan to be taller than her since she isn't gonnnna be growing anymore >:D

ANYWAY, my cousin, tita, & I have been planning a Disneyland get away in February. My aunt won $4,000 for Disneyland during some raffle at her work. So I'm planning on buying an Annual Passport or something with that money ;D AP, you're gonnna be minnneeeeee. & I'll be the happiest girl on earth.

Dear Kat Badar,

Shit, you sing so loud & it pisses me off. But I love your voice! LOL

TWNTY2!

We're finally on Semester Break. I'm gonna go catch up with some Glee, & probably go jogging a couple of times.


I went out today with Mary & Marie, seee some Hoover High friends. Brandon Pascual, that gay kid asked me out to Winter Formal ! (: It's been raining for like a good week or two now, it feels like Twilight weather. I just hope it doesn't rain all semester break. I needa get out running.

Kbye(:

Finals

Day one down, 3 to go.


Damn, fuck you rain.

My first blog of 2010

I'm 18 days late. But Happy New Years (: